PrmZkuOus.E
Sunday, July 06, 2008
i effing hate flirts
FUCK U FLIRTS
cant u all just make up ur fucking minds and love just ONE.
why go around and hurt people and leave scars that take ages to heal.
does it make u feel good
does it make u feel u're well liked
does it make u feel u're hot
does it make u feel u're a good player
well let me tell u
FUCK YOU
fuck you players
and fuck all of u that screw up people's faith in love
LOVE is sucha wonderful thing
and dun u go judging me
dun u go "nono eric knows shit about love"
"nono eric knows nothing. he never got dumped"
WELL FUCK YOU AGAIN.
i've got fucked real bad in a love relationship
over and over again (before the current one i have)
im a single parent kid
and u wldnt wanna know what my dad did
so if anyone's gonna have a bad impression of love
it has gotta be me
BUT why do i still believe in LOVE
because it is that damn wonderful
why should i let all these unhappy trivial bumps in my love life stop me from believing in Love, stop me from loving hard, and stop me from finding my perfect one?
if i let that happen, arent i just indirectly supporting assholes whom play the field?
well im not
cuz i hate those son of a bitches
and im gonna believe in Love
belive in what i think is right
on a side note
bad experiences in the past arent as bad as u think
of course, go ahead u feel emo and all
u'll definitely think that those bad experiences are SHIT
well now take it on another perspective
i choose t look at it on the other side
the brighter side
and ask myself
what have i learnt from those experiences
have it thought me how to look at people next time
have i learnt something about myself which is actually bad from those experiences
how can i improve myself or what can i do t ensure this doesnt happen again
i mean whats the point of being emo
WHAT IS THE POINT
does it bring him/her back?
does it huh?
does it make u feel better?
OBVIOUSLY NOT
does it make time turn back?
u think u cry fast enough. time will turn back?
(i tink u watch too much Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi , and thats a piano piece not ur damn tears)
so get a grip of ur freakin emotions
the pain will subside in time to come
and u'll freakin move on
trust me
i've been there
and to those dat say u'll never love again
i call you a coward
cus u do not have the balls to chase love again
and u my friend, u're a sinner!
an unforgiveable sinner!
PS: sorry for the vulgarities. but i just hate all these people tarnishing the image of love.
chase love, for love is wonderful
so fuckin wonderful!
*****************************************************
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Vocal Lesson on 18/8/07 by Lynn
this has to be the best lesson by far for me.
we had diagphram training. learnt new stuff. then came singing time. we're told to sing 知道 by 张惠妹 which lynn told us t go listen bout 3 weeks back. been practising at home since then but i thot i still aint dat good.
and as usual i was first to start cuz i knew the song best. so i sang lyk how i sang at home. singing it
at +4 . well i thot i did normal but lynn said very good. so i took it as i did just fine and din make much mistakes. den kelly and steward sang. they din do too well cuz they din noe the song well.
then lynn asked me t sing the song again. this time at +5. a little higher. she said dat i shld challenge it. so i sang. i felt extremely tired after singing the song cuz i used alot of energy t sing it and it was really my limit. and when i was done. lynn said dat i did very good. other than that i got not enuff emotions in the song (which we are not taught yet), i did very good. she said i maximized my vocals and performed the song very well. she was almost speechless wif my
progress. weee!
gosh i was soooooooooo happy. i mean i've been praised by my frens. but now even my teacher praised me. nothing feels better than to be praised by a professional in this industry. and on our
way out, kelly kept on praising me. gosh. *shy* hahah. anyways lynn told me dat i've successfully challenged this song and now i'll only hafta work on my emotions in this song
and she asked me to pick another song t challenge myself. im currently working on 孙燕姿's 我不难过... and 我怀念的 and 张惠妹's 平常心.
after watching keely's performance on last monday's campus superstar, it made me wanna sing ping chang xin. she sounded awesome. and i'd wanna achieve what she achieved.
singing has added alot of colors to my life. without singing, i tink i'll be a lost little boy. alrite not little anymore. hahah.
this week is theory lesson by rollin AGAIN. omg BORING. gimme more of lynn's lesson. i want! i love music clinic. my only regret is that i shld've joined earlier.
*singing off happiness*
*****************************************************
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Vocal Lessons @ The Music Clinic 210707
its my third lesson. diaphragmatic lessons by lynn again. nxt week is theory lesson by mark. theory means no singing? damn. anyways i still must practise my breathing. im taking too little air in. dunno how the rest do so well. especially steward whos singing is lyk ZOMG horrible. thou i must say. he did improve. and this week we discovered his other problem. his diction is horrible. he cant seem t pronounce certain words. i had t lyk teach him? hahah. i mean this is basic man. i wonder did he fail his mandarin oral in JC.
anyways. i din hav much problems wif my singing. just got nasally in the first chorus as i got carried away. den it was all fine. and yes finally. i dun hafta sing dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui anymore. the week after next is back to diaphramatic lessons. tis time we're gonna learn hw to sing high notes wif our diaphragms. and lynn ask us to go home n listen 3 songs. 我还能爱谁 by 许志安 , 剪爱 and 知道 by 张惠妹. guess im gonna sing 知道. we got 2 weeks t practise since nxt week isnt lynn's lesson.
my birthday in 1 week! anyways couple of frens haf already celebrated it wif me. will update bout that in my nxt blog post tmr.
*signing out loving singing*
*****************************************************